In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”

I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.

(via 10h29)

I really do. I’m just tired of not being someone’s real friend. I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve this and I have no idea why people don’t treat me as a friend and/or think of me as someone they can count on - or someone they would actually want to be there for. I feel so stupid for trying to get close to people because it seems they never want to be close to me. Also, I get the feeling that everyone else already has enough friends and I’m just not normal. Am I borring? Am I bitchy? Do I expect too much? Do I do too little? I just don’t know. All I know is that I can be a good, real friend and it’s a shame no one but my sweet boyfriend has stuck around long enough to find out.